It hasn't even been a week and I'm already sick of pretending to be someone I'm not. I know I have to, obviously. Complaining just makes me feel better. I can almost hear [another smudge] saying something about catharsis. Let it all out, kids! Jesus H. Christ.
My friend chewed me out today. I wanted to tell him the truth, and I couldn't. Will I still have friends by the end of this? Maybe not. It's not like he knows it's me, though. He just sees Winter Wizard... a stranger who might be lying to him.
Would it be better or worse if he knew it was me, his friend who is DEFINITELY lying to him?
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It hasn't even been a week and I'm already sick of pretending to be someone I'm not. I know I have to, obviously. Complaining just makes me feel better. I can almost hear [another smudge] saying something about catharsis. Let it all out, kids! Jesus H. Christ.
My friend chewed me out today. I wanted to tell him the truth, and I couldn't. Will I still have friends by the end of this? Maybe not. It's not like he knows it's me, though. He just sees Winter Wizard... a stranger who might be lying to him.
Would it be better or worse if he knew it was me, his friend who is DEFINITELY lying to him?
I am so going to hell.