...they thought they were doing something to inspire people and keep them angry so they wouldn't lose focus and somehow didn't realize how fucked up it looked.
We're stuck in a camp and are meant to kill each other. How are we not angry? What, do they expect us to be miserable every goddamn second of the day? As if that's healthy and will make us work better? That's such bullshit.
Well. What he said to me, and I quote: "we lost two good people to an accident and two to a damn mistake. I want people to stay mad. Those are the people that will get things done. Just let people know that it's not a slight against you, and if they want someone to direct complaints, then I won't deny doing it. But that's not your job to explain."
[they sound. so exhausted saying this.] Bullheaded, that one. Didn't seem to grasp the concept that regardless of his intentions people would see it in multiple other ways and none of them are good.
Can Tsurumaru and Evan see what's happening? [ she assumes so ] Like, they would have been able to look here and see what killed them set to look like some sick occult crap?
Yeah. So...I'm hoping they maybe conveniently missed that before the rocks themselves were removed.
I don't know. When I talked to Guy he just kept talking about how he wanted to incite anger so people would focus and how he was upset he lost a friend and we wasted so much time at the beginning, and it's--[...ah.]
We exhausted all the options we had to talk about in the beginning. Or did he forget we hadn't found the body or any evidence yet? Or, what, did he want us to blindly guess at potential murder methods?
[ she sighs. ]
Sorry. That probably wasn't the best conversation for you to have.
Better me than Winter or Shadows. But I wish I knew. Nothing was logical about the conversation and it sort of felt like we were going in circles, but I'm sure if you asked him I was the one being unreasonable somehow. Like I actually love watching people get killed off and being unable to do anything about it.
I think that some people just have a perception that if we aren't outwardly miserable every second of the day then it means we aren't taking it seriously.
... but that's exhausting, you know? I'm sure we all feel the weight of what's happening, and everyone has a different way of dealing with that. Moving on absolutely nothing but anger can only take you so far until you explode-- and then what good will that do after?
That's what I said. Everyone has different ways of coping, so to be furious without offering anything but more fury and misery in return...it's shitty, Steph. [don't shorten her name, not allowed.] It's really shitty.
Maybe...some people are just meant to explode. But they have to know there'll always be people to fight back against them. I don't know what his endgame is.
Besides, overexposure to tragedy is overplayed. People will be inspired to fight for different reasons. No sense getting pissed because they don't believe in yours.
Pretty much. And I think that in situations like this... we need different perspectives. If all of us only did things and approached issues in the same exact way, we wouldn't be able to solve anything. People can notice stuff that someone else missed.
That's exactly it. That's what Guy wasn't understanding even if he was like "you don't have to agree with me." It's...people have a hard time seeing other perspectives when they're upset. I get that. But...we need people to be levelheaded, too. And not so selfish.
He can think we're not taking it seriously or whatever. He's still wrong, but I can see why he'd get frustrated. But getting all serial killer theatrics on us... yeah, no.
Good luck. And...if there's anything I can do to help, let me know? I'm sure Winter will take care of you for anything you need but...I'd feel shitty if I didn't offer myself.
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We're stuck in a camp and are meant to kill each other. How are we not angry? What, do they expect us to be miserable every goddamn second of the day? As if that's healthy and will make us work better? That's such bullshit.
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[they sound. so exhausted saying this.] Bullheaded, that one. Didn't seem to grasp the concept that regardless of his intentions people would see it in multiple other ways and none of them are good.
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[ she crosses her arms over her chest. ]
What a moron.
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I don't know. When I talked to Guy he just kept talking about how he wanted to incite anger so people would focus and how he was upset he lost a friend and we wasted so much time at the beginning, and it's--[...ah.]
I'm not the best person to ask. That's all.
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[ she sighs. ]
Sorry. That probably wasn't the best conversation for you to have.
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I don't, by the way. This sucks.
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... but that's exhausting, you know? I'm sure we all feel the weight of what's happening, and everyone has a different way of dealing with that. Moving on absolutely nothing but anger can only take you so far until you explode-- and then what good will that do after?
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Maybe...some people are just meant to explode. But they have to know there'll always be people to fight back against them. I don't know what his endgame is.
Besides, overexposure to tragedy is overplayed. People will be inspired to fight for different reasons. No sense getting pissed because they don't believe in yours.
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Pretty much. And I think that in situations like this... we need different perspectives. If all of us only did things and approached issues in the same exact way, we wouldn't be able to solve anything. People can notice stuff that someone else missed.
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He can think we're not taking it seriously or whatever. He's still wrong, but I can see why he'd get frustrated. But getting all serial killer theatrics on us... yeah, no.
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I think I will just move out.
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[ she doesn't want to bother the obvious people. ]
But I'll see what I can manage.
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Thank you. And if you ever wanna chat, I'm around.
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... but I'll see you later?
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