But you know that we can't just accept this, right? That it's not fair? I heard that you can only revive people from your previous setting even if you're on the winning team, and you can't revive all of them.
What about Magnus? He's the only one here from his...
... but we can't do anything to help anyone else? If something happened to Flayn or Yin Yu or Dimitri - just because they were on the island, we wouldn't be able to save them?
[ . . . . she bows her head, somewhere between her frustration and her anger before all she can come up with is - ]
I - don't know.
[it's really hard for her to actually accept any of this. she just shakes her head.]
I'm going to try to keep looking for a way but - I'll try to do it without endangering any of you. I don't want anyone else to pay for my mistakes anymore but I can't...
I can't just let people get hurt for something I don't believe in!
[ . . . . it's hard. because she knows that black shadows isn't the one who's trying to make her mad. so it takes a second - because lili is a pretty angry girl by default.
she breathes in, and out.]
... I'll take the luck. I'll take everything that I can in this place and make it my own.
Because you hate it too, right? Just accepting that the people you brought here have to get hurt... so I don't want to let it happen. I'm not going to sit around and wait.
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[they shake their head.]
Cannot. Game must be played. Have seen what happens if interfered with.
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And what is that?
[she's not going to give up, it's cool]
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But you know that we can't just accept this, right? That it's not fair? I heard that you can only revive people from your previous setting even if you're on the winning team, and you can't revive all of them.
What about Magnus? He's the only one here from his...
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[their posture droops, somewhat, with a shake of their head.]
Will have to try to win, or risk all.
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... I can't.
[and she admits that - ]
Ookurikara and I aren't even on the same team. It's not possible for me to want to eliminate the other two, even everything else aside.
So what's going to happen on Thursday? Is someone going to die even if no one wants to actively kill each other?
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[they wish they could, but unfortunately, the void is not made for such things.]
...May be on other teams, but could help each other as long as one wins.
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... but we can't do anything to help anyone else? If something happened to Flayn or Yin Yu or Dimitri - just because they were on the island, we wouldn't be able to save them?
There's no way to save everyone?
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[it's probably the most somber they have sounded, which is frankly impressive considering their usual tone.]
Understand it is hard to take. Dislike it, too. Would like to tell you differently.
But can only save those possible, or save none at all. Better at least to save some.
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I - don't know.
[it's really hard for her to actually accept any of this. she just shakes her head.]
I'm going to try to keep looking for a way but - I'll try to do it without endangering any of you. I don't want anyone else to pay for my mistakes anymore but I can't...
I can't just let people get hurt for something I don't believe in!
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[were they already seated- no they weren't. they're taking a seat on a log bench now, settling in heavily.]
Wish I could provide more guidance, but- can only wish you luck, right now. Please do not blame self if you find none.
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she breathes in, and out.]
... I'll take the luck. I'll take everything that I can in this place and make it my own.
Because you hate it too, right? Just accepting that the people you brought here have to get hurt... so I don't want to let it happen. I'm not going to sit around and wait.